If u can see me now....

Peeps of the Palace...

So, if you find out u have an illness that u can c, the feeling is more real right, but when u have an illness that simply doesn't show u (visually) that u r ill, well then it doesn't seem as real...

How about if u had an illness where u felt sick, but still didn't see it, until u on a treatment that forces u 2 then c that u r sick by means of something visual, well then it becomes more of a reality i suppose.

Well i think the importance of all of this whether you can see it or not, is this - u need to stay positively tuned in to health and the feeling that u r ok and that u will remain that way.

Some might know that i have been a little ill and stuff (not elaborating), but today i must tell u that it is a bit of a tough day. Why? Well i am now just not feeling it, but i can see it as well and it is scaring the living daylights out of me...It's horrible and scary and all and all, but......

I will remain positive and happy. I will not let this get me down no matter what!!! I will continue to be the awesome and happy person that i am. I might feel ill and see some of the effects the meds have and all and all, but i am still me and i still have my wonderful personality and nothing, not even being sick can take that from me...

So - moral of the story - well, ure mind is stronger than u think. Yes i have my moments where my mind shuts down (don't we all), but i can blame it on the meds - lol...So that is a positive thing right? Right! Anyway, the moral being, u r as strong as u allow yourself to be. The mind is a powerful thing and with having control over your psyche, it makes the rest seem easier...

Positive thinking and positive surroundings can do wonders no matter what anyone says. I am living proof of that...Yes, i will have a down day or moment every now and then, but i will and still remain strong. I am fine and it could be worse and i will help others where i can with the example i am setting...

You know you love me staying strong.

xoxo